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My Program Reflection of My Experience in the Disability Studies Program at CUNY SPS
by Keith Murfee DeConcini
I have always thought of this program as a long but required introduction to my professional career. Over the past five years, which have seen me both pause and then reengage this degree, I have learned a lot about the emerging field of Disability Studies, how important a sense of community is to the overall function of the emerging field in accomplishing its goals, and personally how it feels to be a long-term academic, far beyond what I had imagined for myself just 10 years ago.
Through the completion of this degree (regardless of the possible Ph.D. after it) I will be considered by some to be a disability scholar. I do not feel that I hold that title, that distinction, at least not yet. This emerging field is so new and so vastly diverse that even if one manages to find their niche or two within it, they will still have to continuously be learning and growing in the knowledge presented to them. A scholar is different from an expert. My life experiences living in a body with disabilities have led me to this degree. Some may consider me already an expert in disability by living with it for as long as I have. I completely disagree.
Over the course of obtaining this degree, the works that I am most proud of include very personal papers like The Estrangement Factor of Mild Cerebral Palsy and my journal entry on my first word, “bucket,” as well as papers examining larger concepts like The Desirability of Disability: The Social Misconception of Asexuality and Exploring the Complexities of Disabled Masculinity. These papers range from exploring topics like Disability Pride through a media lens in Finding Disability Pride in American Horror Story: Freak Show to revisiting an extremely tainted era of American history in Terror of The Black Stork: Love Story to Eugenics to formulating a research query into the future of disability and masculinity in Toxic Masculinity and Disability.